Never ending .

Monday, May 31, 2010

Haha ! Starting off to show baby's butt :P

Finally , i met baby ! ♥
We went to alot of places today ! :)
I wanted to go Bugis OG to take alook at th wallet i wanted , but baby don't want to go bugis . :(
Went to Raffles > Esplanade > Marina Square .
We walked to each & every places . :) That bigboy was sick today . & i bought for him lozenges :D besides that , i even gave him a surprise :P I hope that managed to cheer him up from his sickly mood . :)

Dinner was steamboat w family ! :) Superb ! :D & im so damn hell full . Hahaha .

There's sch tmr . Which really sucks man . :( I hate to go back to sch during th holidays & worst , it's for two bloody weeks ! >:( I can't sleep till late mornings . :( and i bet i will overslept every single day . :)

Alright .. Fun day out w baby . :)
But , still , get well soon , baby . ♥

Byebye :D

Ending off w me ! :D

This was a rushing photo i took . But , i still liked it . :)

♥ 9:38 PM

Friday, May 28, 2010

Work work work ! ):

Went to work today . & also going to work again during th weekends . ): Tired man . Need a break outta this . Alicia came to my mum's shop to get shoes for her boyf (: Since ages i ever saw her already . (: & her son is cute ! :D
I got lots of stuffs today from my auntie & my mother . All my daily stuffs that i used , they paid for it . Normally im th one who pay for my own stuffs . But surprisinly , they paid for all my stuffs today . Which made me veryvery happy (: I guess it's because i kept complaining to them that i got no money . Heh . :D

I dont want to go back to sch for two weeks . ): Bored ttm . It's just like normal sch days . ): No later timing . I feel like skipping some lessons . Can i ? :/

Kbye .

♥ 10:53 PM

Thursday, May 27, 2010

I think i look tired in here . :>

It's been ages since i took photos of myself already . Haha . My blog's boring , yeah , i know that . All words . Just bear w it . (:
Zoey came over to my house in th morning & we went to sch together w Shermaine as well . (:
Went back to school to collect our report books & went home . I have already knew my results yesterday , so getting it back today was also pointless .

Life seems to be so damn lifeless for me . :/ I haven't went out for 1week . Not because im not allowed is i dont want to . Because i want to save money for th holidays . So you guys always see me eating bread during recess . But actually bread taste nice too . Haha . I think i ate too much bread . :D
& yeah , i miss baby alot alot too . ): I haven't seen him for like 1week already . But good thing is , th holidays are finally here ! :D I can have more time w him . Likewise , he's also having his holidays . Great . (:

I came across this unknown girl's blog . I think her daily lifestyle is so fabulous . (: She's definitely a blessed girl . (:
Random ~ (:

Byebye .

Dear boy , i want th things we do to turn into th nicest memories any two people could ever ask for . I love you . ♥

-this is for my baby . ♥

♥ 8:34 PM

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Heyya ! (:

Another day just past like this . :/
Everyday's th same , no difference at all .

School sucks like normal days . (:
Saw my CA marks results , but collecting report book tmr . -.- Waste of my time .
Disappointed w th results i saw . ):
49.9marks for maths ! ): How shocking . ): I guess i didn't tried hard enough . ):
Promised baby i would worked hard (: & he said he will accompany me to study . :D
But i was more shocked to see myself getting a1 for science . Least expected . But still happy for that . More worrries for maths instead . :/
Ahh , forget about it . It's already over . Work harder next time , Joice .

Self-motivation (: A positive thinking . (:

It's finally th holidays yeah ? But im ain't looking forward to it . There will be a two weeks of lessons for all Sec4s . ): Returning to sch like normal sch days reallly sucks man . Thinking of skipping some lessons :D

Returning to sch tmr at 9am just to collect my pathetic report book -.-
If i don't get it tmr from my form teacher , im getting it form our dearest VP when sch reopens .
How cute can that gets to . Haha . -.-
Sacrificing my pig sleep ):

Byebye .

♥ 9:22 PM

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Baby made my day today ! (:
I woke up & saw a message from him which makes me smile for th whole day . (:
Thanks , love . ♥

Sch sucks today . ):
Let's not talk about sch .

I went home , ate & slept for two full hours :D
Im feeling so superb now ! (: Im no longer tired :D Since a long time i ever had sucha nice nap (:
But i got a weird dream , which consists of baby too ! Haha !

What's true friend ? Someone tell me . I really hate such stuffs happening .
Why can't there be trust ?

My mood was dampened by this problem . ):
& baby was there to suffer my rantings . :P
Hahaha :D I love him . (:

I have not touch my English homework yet & its already 9pm .
Goodbyes .

Oh & yes . Happy 16th birthday , Shasyaa ! :D
Stay happy & cheerful every single day ! :D

> Chloe : AHH ?! I thought is you lei D: Wapiang . Hahhaha !

♥ 8:58 PM

Monday, May 24, 2010

Superly bored ! ):

Sch today was quite relaxing (:
No Mr Razak's lessons & no Chinese lessons . :D
Great ~ But have English lessons . :/
I was forcing myself to stay awake during english lessons . Eyes were damn heavy . ):
Slept at 12am last night ! Im always tired during Mondays ! Because i worked during th weekends .
Two more days & th school holidays are coming ! (: But im still returning to sch for two weeks for supp lessons . ):
Need to mug hard during th June Holidays . D:
Prelims & N's , drawing nearer & nearer . ):
Work hard & work harder :D

Baby got lots of stuffs to do today . ): I have to wait till 9pm or 10pm till he's finished . Which means i will be bored to death . ):
Miss this silly boy alot (:

Thats all . Byebye . (:

Love baby ! ♥ He's great ! (:

Reply of taggs :
Baby : Miss you alot alot toozxc ! ): yeah .. Faster meet up . ): Im dying already .
SHAN : HI Clara Tan Xiu Shan ! :D Hehe !
Chloe : :P You & Minlun also what :P Thanks :D
Fabrianne : Thanks . (:
Jianshu : Thanks haydenology :D Hahaha !
Baby : I ♥ You too ! :D
Alicia : Thanks , sweet ! (: I know . (:
Shasyaa : HIIIII shasyayaya ! :D
Cheryl : Hi junior ! (:

♥ 6:34 PM

Friday, May 21, 2010

:D Hi people ! :D

Sch was totally superly slack ! (:
We didn't have any lessons today ! :D How great can it be ! :D
Lessons before recess were all tests . Mr soo didn't came today , so no chem lessons . & there was this forum so english lessons were cancelled too ! :D
A day w/o english lessons is great ! (:

Im so not used to using back my own computer . :O Th screen is big & it's not as clear as my cousin's lappy . ): Im straining my eyes . :/
Can i use back th lappy ? ):

Great afternoon spent at Zoey's house . :D Saw photos of her when she was young . Super cuteeeeeeeee ! :D Hahaha ! :D

Baby's sick ! ): All thanks to th stupid H1N1 injection . ):
Baby , get well sooon . ):

Well , nothing to update . Stay tune .
Bye & bye .

♥ 8:35 PM

Thursday, May 20, 2010

As promised , i said i will update today . (:

Ytd was a great day out ! :D Esp w baby ! :D
We went vivo ! :D & it was our second ! ♥

Let th photos talk ! :D

Baby's so tall . ):

& look at his ass face :p

Heh , baby snapped this ! & i like it :D

Look at this face of his . Hahah ! I cant stop laughing ! :D

I gave him this ! ♥

And he gave me this ! :O

Cute right ? :D
Happy 2nd ! ♥ Ilovehim . (:

P/S : Baby never give me a proper smile everytime we take photos together ! >:( So he always give me those funny faces . :P

Dinner w family & watched Ip Man 2 . Nice movie :D

Let's not talk about sch today , because it sucks :D
But actually , we skipped two lessons today . Thanks to th NE quiz . (:

Bye :D

♥ 3:12 PM

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Im sorry ! D:
Im too tired to update now . Lots of events today ! (:
Gonna update tomorrow ! Please wait ! :D

& yeah .

Happy second anniversary month , my dear ! ♥
I love you ! ♥
Had a great day w you !
Sleep well now ! (:

See you guys tmr ! :D

♥ 9:58 PM

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

BOREDOM IS KILLING ME !

I managed to survive in sch today , which was a good thing .
After thinking , i didn't survived in sch today . I slept in Chinese & Social Studies lessons . :P
Because i simply can't stand th boredom & tiredness anymore . :D
and good thing is Social Studies test is postpone ! (:

Went Jurong Point w some crazy girls today ! :D
They were really mad crazy . :P But it was definitely fun ! :D
I tried to find th converse pouch in JurongPoint's outlet , but too bad , i don't see it . ):
Looks like i have to make a trip down to Bugis then .
I went off early while they studied at StarBucks :D

& now im waiting for baby's call to come . ):
Just a minute ago , i felt breathless again . Im still feeling a bit of uncomfortable now . Guess im too tired .

Hotmail is finally working & i finally can read my emails . It was totally screwed up for th past few days . :/

My mood was supposed to be like this : Yay , it's finally tues ! Tmr is th big day !
But end up my mood went upside down . I hate such no-mood-feelings stuffs . It totally sucks .

Okay , i think i need to rest . My heart beats very fast now . Something is really not right .
bye .

Truth or Lies ?

♥ 5:15 PM

Monday, May 17, 2010

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! D:

Random ~

I went out w my uncle & cousin today after sch :D
I was rushing & end up didn't brought any money w me at all ! Just a 2 dollar note left from recess :D Hahaha !
We went to Suntec , City Hall & Bugis . (:
Just to find one pair of converse shoe my cousin wanted ! & he found it but it's a lil too big for him .
When we went to Bugis OG , i saw this converse pouch ! :D
Leopard skin colour ! Black & white ! :D It's super nice . I want to get that pouch ! ):
Anytime my current wallet may just broke down . ): So i must get that pouch fast ! D:
I just hope i have endless money for me to spend , so i need not worry about using up my money when i go for shopping .
Stupid dream , never coming .

Dinner was nice ! :D Went to Food Junction to have Beef Noodles . (: We are not suppose to eat that . But once in a while is fine though . (:

& we went home after dinner ! (:

Th places there brought back alot of childhood memories . I remember when im young , my uncle will bring me & my cousin to Tangs mall every christmas to play w th fake snow . (:
We always go to town everynow & then when we were young , but now , very rare . So must treasure . :D

Actually im superly tired today ! Work ytd , today sch . ):
Then went out . ): I wonder how i survive for tmr lessons . D:

Baby , Wed coming ! :D Hehe ! It's coming :P

BYE :D

♥ 9:29 PM

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Work sucks . & my mood sucks . Bloody fuck .

I was having problems w my digestion . & my aunt went to get me some stupid clear system pills for me . Should be laxative . After i swallow th pills i read th leaflet saying : May cause severe abdomen cramps .
& my auntie told me it's nothing . So i didnt bother ..
At around 3plus . Everything changes .
I started to feel pain & i kept crying . Th pain is really unbearable . Then i keep say to myself : Why cannot just let me die instead of suffering such pain ?
For th first time in life , i experience such torture . ): It really hurts so much that i feel like dying . ):

& i made baby so worried about me . ):
Sorry baby . ):

& yeah , i quarreled w that cheena dog . Damn fuck . Im talking on th phone & she's talking in her top voice . & she did it on purpose . & when i said cb at her , she tried mimicking me . -.- Stupid .

♥ 10:56 PM

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Baby cheered me up last night :D
Hehe !
He really damn gooddddddd :P

Last night was not pleasant for me . ):
& baby was sleeping . So well , i leave him a msg telling him im sad & blahblah stuffs .
& i was crying out alone to myself . ):
I switch off my computer & phone . I dont want anyone to disturb me .
But for dontknow what sort of reason , i switch on my phone again .
& immediately , baby's message popped out ! :D
So my reaction was of course happy but still crying . ):
Then i called him straight away . (:
We talked & talked & talked & he crack some jokes which cheered me up instantly . (:

& i asked him why did he woke up suddenly , he said he dontknow .
Maybe its telepathy ? :D

Ah no matter what , im still happy & touched by baby . (:
He was so caring to me last night . (': He told me alot alot of stuffs & his goodnight message was so sweet . (:
Baby , thanks & i love you so much . ♥

♥ 10:55 PM

Friday, May 14, 2010

Isn't she cuteeeee ? :D I love her so much :D
I had so much fun w her ytd . (: She definitely made my day !

Sch time run fasts today , because we have tests . ):
I did badly for my Chem test today . ):
* th paper is difficult * :P

Went to Zoey's house today . Haha ! So much fun down there . (:
& th salmon sushi where we bought near her house are super fresh & tasty ! :D
I wanna go there again ! :D
I think i made Zoey laugh like mad :P -inside secret-
Im too embarrassed to share th reason ><

Im supposed to meet baby . But he couldn't make it . ):
Sad , i havent see his face for like one week alr ? ): Im only going to meet him this coming wednesday . which is like 4 days later . I can't wait manzxc . ):
Its going to be our 2nd soon . (:

Haha , i think baby's quite cute .
Me : Bi , you know , Zoey got a very big elmo lei . Th one you give me so small ): Th size of zoey's elmo's leg only lo .
Baby : Haven't grow up mah . Grow up alr then will very big le .

Hehe ! :D

BYEBYE ! :D

♥ 8:11 PM

Thursday, May 13, 2010

I think i really sucks a lot . )':
Why do i always get so emotional all th times ? ):
I feel like killing myself .

I miss baby sooo much . But time is always making a fool of us . Why ? I really hate this feeling .
Whenever im free , he's not . Whenever he's free , im not .
How awful can it gets ? ):
& im always th one disappointing him again & again . Which i really hates doing it . )':
Damn it man . If only i can get th hold of that time machine . :/

My mood haven't been going well recently . It just keep going down & down . ):
When will th joy come back to me ? It's th hard time im have to go thru now . ):
I guess , that's what we call life ? Challenges .
I hope i can still stay strong . ):

I hate to hurt you , baby . ):
But i truly love you . & i know you do as well . We will overcome this together .
Sorry , baby .

♥ 6:49 PM

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Yes yes , chunks of papers :P
It's actualy a present i wanna give baby :D He dont know what im giving him ! HEHE ! :D

& im not telling you guys yet :p Only after i gave him . Hahaha ! (:
Will show you guys after he received it :P
Think he will get th shock of his life then . :P
I alr have finish doing all th handmade stuffs alr . :P andand , i can't wait to give him !

Chaos in class today . :O But still , fine in th end ?
I think our sch got a very cute VP , she actualy came into our class & swept th floor for us & said this : next time i come in must be this clean ah , i wont help you all sweep again .
Hahaha ! She's damn funny okay . :P I think she's actualy quite good lei ! (:

Life can't be going anywhere better then this . (:
Right , people ? (:
Byebye :P

* i found out that i misunderstood my cousin . I remembered saying that he went into my fb account , but he didnt . He told me it was his friend that did it . So i went to his friend's fb & scolded that guy . but im a civilized person . :P I didnt scold him in vulgarities :P

Eh seriously lo , who likes people peeping into their own stuffs ? Even if its not important or what , it still belongs to me eh . You can't possibly do this . Put yourself into my shoes , if i were th one peeping into your fb account , how will you feel ? & please , you didn't even ask me for permission . Though i didnt log out of my account , that doesn't mean you can go into my account & see my stuffs & also used my account . Who do think you're ? My parents don't even look into my privacy stuffs . Respect others , if you want others to respect you .

♥ 9:21 PM

Monday, May 10, 2010

This is before my hair cut (:

Hahaha ! :D
I made baby smile today . Hehe ! I prepared a sweet surprise for him . :P

School was fine . But my eyes were quite tired today .. Esp during Mr Razak's lessons . Good thing i dint fall asleep . I think it's quite weird when th whole sch is sitting for their exams when th sec4Ns are not . & we must be veryvery quiet . :/
Good thing is , i need not queue so long during recess ! :P

Alright , i found out that someone is doing smth behind my back which is directly trying to frame me . I dontknow who's that person . I don't care whether this person is trying to hurt me or just trying to prank me & her . I just dont tolerate such jokes . or ways of doing things to hurt me . I got th hold of your email address , but i know this address is surely a fake one which you come out w . My name or me , is not smth to be use to be fooled as .
Dont be a coward . If i did smth which you doesn't like come & tell me so i know my mistake . But not by using such stupid acts . Nonsense .

): Im not going to th Universal Studio anymore . )':
But im going to a Star Cruise trip to Malaysia & Indonesia during th holidays . ): But im not really looking forward to it .. Im more interested in th universal studio . & if i go w my mum , i dont have to pay a single penny . ):

Bye . ):
Leave a tagg , i will appreciate it alot :D

Love ♥ baby !

♥ 6:02 PM

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Happy Mother's Day ! :D
I gave my beloved mum & auntie a bag each . I hope they like it :P
& it cost me bomb manzxc ! But still , worth it . (:
Th presents gave them a lil smile on their face for th rest of th day ! :D
Love them ttm ! ♥

I found out that my cousin actualy went into my facebook account . That asshole . _l_
That's my privacy manzxc . though i did not logg out of my account , he can't do this what . I hate it when people peep into my stuffs w/o asking permission . He's gonna get it from me later , idiot .

Two long days at work . Tiring , warm & dead . Seriously , th weather's like 40 degrees Celsius ! I feel so sticky all over , which make me feel so uncomfortable >:( Dashed to th toilet to bathe straight away i reached home .

Quarreled w baby ytd . ): Sorry , love . I don't mean it . Thanks for being so forgiving w me . ): Im always hurting you . ): But , i really love you . ♥

Goodbye folks !
Im waiting for baby's call :p
,xoxo

♥ 11:06 PM

Friday, May 7, 2010

Go to hell please , perverts . >:(

Even though im safe now , im still afraid . ):
Seriously , i think im really lucky just now . If baby wasn't w me , i dontknow what has happened to me . Gosh . I can't stop thinking about this . Whenever i close my eyes , that person face will appear ! Although i manage to escape from his clutches for today .. I still don't feel safe . What if he appears again ? I really can't imagine what may happen .
Why must such guys exist ? They're going about harming weak girls . Girls are not toys for them to play . We're humans as well . Try putting yourself into those victim's shoes , what will you feel ? But i guess , all this bastards don't even have a heart or to spare a thought for others . They are just simply selfish . To satisfy their demands they sacrifice weak & innocent girls . Imagine , one girl being violated by this unknown guy , how much can she take from th blow ? Th shadow will never leave her . It will permanently be implanted in her life . She will never ever be happy again . I think it's really unfair to girls , such guys should be put behind th bars & never be released .

Too much for me too think & worry . Bad things are coming ahead . But im washing my hands off those stuffs that are pointless . Im out of this matter . It's not my business either .
Joy will be setting in soon , i believe . (:
Positive mindset , change everything .

♥ 9:05 PM

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Hiiiiii ! :D

Sch was fine . (:
I think my new Biology teacher Mr Khairul teaching is very good . (: He explains things specifically . (:
But his lessons are abit too boring . :/ If Mr Fok was there , th ambience will be much much diff . ):
Alright , get to th point . :/
I guess i flunked my Poa test today . D: Sad case . ):
& i finally went for my Poa remedial lesson :P
I have been skipping it dontknow how many times alr . Haha ! :D Ms wong was forgiving enough not to punish me :P
& Ms Wong , please stop calling me Ms Yio . ): I dontlike ! D:

Facebook sucks . :/ It took me so long to load one page from facebook .

It's Shermaine's birthday tmr :D Heh ! But i have not bought her present yet . :O I told her i will give it on a later date . (:

I finally finish wrapping Mummy's & Aunty's mothers' day present . (: Every year i will give them a present each w no fail . (: But i think this is th first time i gave sucha expensive gifts to them . :O But i think they deserve it luh . (: Esp my aunt . (: Love themmmmm so much :D

& i Love baby too ! Haha !

Byebye ! (:

♥ 8:52 PM

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

:D

A good day for me . (:
MrLim didn't came today , which means there's no Pe . :D though there was a relief teacher .
But i found out that , after my asthma attack last week , i started to get breathless very easily now . ): Sad . Need to build my body up ):
Stayed back after sch for SS mock exam today (: I never skip lo . :P
After SS , went to find Shuting . :D
She brought me around to find a salon to trim my hair . Th one that i always went before had close down .
So i end up trimming my hair at 'Evolution Hub' . & it costs me $12.60 ! :O
But i think it's worth th price . (:
But im still not used to it that my hair is so thin now ! But i like :D
Hehe ! :D & i wasn't th one who paid th money . :P My aunt was th one . :D

I need to finish up my homework nowzxc !
That's all for today . (:
Byebye folks ! :D
,xoxo

Love you , baby ! ♥

♥ 8:46 PM

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Hihihi ! (:

Bad day in sch . Cramps are killing me . ):
& i hope i can be excused for Pe tmr . :/

MT lessons today was very funny :P
Sotong Ball & FishBall ! Hahaha ! :D
Think everyone got a good laugh today . (:

To start saving money , i brought bread to sch nowadays . ):
But Peanut butter taste nice :P Heh !
Fried rice tmr ? Haha ! :D

Baby's going for his job interview now . ):
& its going on for 2 hours manzxc ! D:
Cannot call , cannot text . ): Sad .

My stomach is growling alr . Time for dinner .
Byebye .

[ Sorry for th boring updates , i got nothing to post about ]

♥ 7:00 PM

Monday, May 3, 2010

Im sure th girls in class tmr , will be saying about this :P

I went to work during th weekends (:
I think im really down w luck recently . ): My customers all sucks . ):

It's a good thing there's no sch today . Else , i will be sleeping in class . ):
Will be going out w th cheena girl later . (:

I just remembered that i have not done my homework yet :O
Tireddddddddddd ~ ):
It would be better if there's no sch tmr toozxc . :P

Had a tiff w baby last night . ):
But things are okay now luh . (:
I ♥ him ! (:

kays , off to have my breakfast .
Bye bye !

reply of taggs :
Flower : Ah HUA :D Hahahha ! :P
Baby : HEHE , i ♥ you toozxc ! (:
Flower : LOL . thanks for your funny tag , ivy :P

♥ 10:35 AM