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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

life is like roller coaster with ups and downs. there's time to celebrate, happy and there's time to be serious and sad.
life is like piano. without the black key, the songs wont go fluent. yet pressing both white and black keys are so troublesome.

I guess this is seriously true . Got it from someone's blog . :/
There's always be a reason why problems are caused . It may not be you or th other party who caused it . Things aren't going well between me & baby recently . ): & maybe you could also say also w friends .

That cycle is repeating itself again . but i guess happiness will slowly set in again .
Sometimes i find myself very silly . Telling myself that everything could be solved , dont think too much . But still i couldn't help myself from thinking . And also th question mark to it . Is there any way to make both parties relations better regardless of whatever relationship it is .

Trust . Th most important thing still is , th trust .
Trust is like a vase.. once it's broken, though you can fix it the vase will never be same again.

Cherish those you loved and those who loved you now . You never know when they'll still be there anot or whether they will still be with you thru out your life .





5:07 PM


Tuesday, March 30, 2010



Isn't he cute ? :D Heh . I gave him that last sat . (:
He likes it alot , but this doggy wanted to eat it ! :P
3 days alr & i haven't saw him . ):
I will meeting him soon ! :D Hehe !
Hmm .. He's at th Singapore Flyer now with his friends ): Throwing me all alone at home . ):
Buttttt ! Haha ! I went Jp with Zuni today instead of attending house practice . :/
It was fun ! :D Hehe ! She's damn funneh ! xP
Alright , my cousin is sucha bastard . I hate him manzxc ! D:
He spoilt his bloody hell lappy again ! >:(
&&& I need to help him send it for repairs again at wisma ! & his lappy weighs 2kg . Bastarddddd .. & now he's using my computer again . Ahh , i hate him . That idiot .
Someone help me kill him please . ):
& i just heard that my aunty is going to keep my keyboard again . She want us to focus on studying . & thats where i will start die-ing again . ):

Baby .. I need your shoulder . ):

Byebye ! ):


6:32 PM


Monday, March 29, 2010

Editted**
Another boring day in sch . ):

PLUS , im so tired . Cause i work in th evening ytd . >:(
This morning dontknow why i was feeling breathless .. Most probably too tired alr :/
& my mood was very bad . ): Had a tiff with baby just now . Sorry baby . ):
Though he says he's not angry w me .. I somehow still can sense that he is . ): Sorry baby .
Ahh , seriously a bad weather w a bad mood . >:(
I really wanna kill myself nowwwwww ):

AH BYEBYE LAH !
What a day !

Baby's not angry w me ! :D Im happy ! Heh ! But we are not meeting for 4 days . )': Miss him like hell luhhhh ): Tskzxc !


5:45 PM


Sunday, March 28, 2010

Just another boring day again :/
Rotted at home thru out :/ Boring ...
Baby woke up only at 12pm . Lazy bumbum :X But he slept at 2am last night . xP
& he got a weird dream last night . Haha ! :D
Sch tmr . ): Why does weekends fly so fast ? Urgh . Hate it . :/
Hmm , i just found out smth . I guess this is th blog i used th longest ? o.0 Kept changing blog last time . :/ Soon it will be my 200th post :D Heh . LOL , kays i know im lame . Dont blame me , im just too bored .
If only i can go find baby ):

Ahh , nothing to talked about .
Byebye :/

P/S : I blog for th sake of blogging . not because i wanted to . :/

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3:20 PM


Saturday, March 27, 2010

Yipeeeeeee ! (:
I just came back ! :D Went to meet my darl just now ♥
We went Wisma & Ion ! (:
Collected my cousin's lappy alr ! :D Yay ! Finally he stop using my computer . :DDD
Gave baby some stuffs ! Hehe ! He loves ittttt ! Right baby ? ♥
No time to upload th photos . Got to rushhhh to work ! Helping mummy for th weekends because of some reasons ! :D
& baby is going for his appreciation dinner at pasir ris . :/
Sian lo ... ! ):
He couldn't send me home today cause he need to rush ):
Miss himmmmmm alot lah ♥
I was rummaging my cabinet for a small bag just now & i found my puma bag that mummy gave me on my 14th birthday . :/ Haven't been using it .
ahh .. Okays .
Got to runnnnnn alr !

Byebye ! :D


4:20 PM


Friday, March 26, 2010

It's finally friday alr ! :D
I've been waiting for friday to come since ages ago :/
Cause seriously im still in th holiday mood :/
Sch was quite fun today ! :D Lots of laughter with Shermaine . (:
I think we're much more closer now . Heh ! :D
Cca today was th farewell party . Fun but quite sad that we sec4s need to leave so early . ):
Through out this 3years & 4 months , i enjoyed myself with th members (:
Laughters , Conflicts & Dissapointment . We go thru it together as one . (:
Participating in competitions .. Winning th prizes ... All th happiness ... (:
& th juniors are all so funny & friendly ! Heh ! :D
I love them lah .. (:
But i guess i spent more time with Felicia , Annabelle , Jianshu & XinYi .
They were really a great help . (: Thankyou !
Love them all ! ♥

( Im bad at words lah )

I took quite alot of pictures today .. but im lazy to upload them ... Check them at my facebook . (:

Was quite mad with baby just now :/
But he managed to make me happy again . Haha ! He's one silly piggzz ! :P
Meeting him tmr ♥ ! Yay ! (:

Alright . Byebye ! :D Hehehe !

reply of taggs :
SHAN : Hahha ! , yeah i know ! (:
Xinyi : Hello domo freak ! :P HEHE !
Baby : LOL ! Also never fight xP . ♥


8:23 PM


Thursday, March 25, 2010

I sincerly need to apologise to Shermaine . ):
Im sorry , my friend .


6:07 PM


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Seriously , a bad day in sch today . ):

Gahhh , i hate itttttttt ):
& i dontknow what to blog bout today . My mood's kinda corrupted . Problems are stacking high up now . ):
Girls , i hope th problem can be resolved ): It kinda hurts me to see each other quarrelling like this . Though its her fault . I hope you guys can still forgive & forget . Afterall, we are still friends what . ):

Baby such a ass . ):<

Bye! ):

Reply of taggs :
Audrey : Hiiiiii ! LOL ! Aiseh again uh ! xP
Shasyaa : Hahaha , can see . Damn funny ! :D
Alicia : Hehe , thanks uh . (; You & Jiafu also . Must last long ! :D
Baby : Yaya ! Hahaha ! ♥ Cute lah youuu !
Yarlee : Yes ! I totaly agree . He will neglect me over dota lo ! ):



4:58 PM


Tuesday, March 23, 2010



Hellowwwwwwww peepsssss ! :D
Sch was still fine today . (: Another day just ended again ! I think schooling days end fast . But th time in sch goes very slow .
After sch went to meet him ♥
At first like nothing to talk liddat luh . :/ Mood was a bit dampened . ):
But after while okay alr . We were both tired . Both never sleep enough ): But he stupid lo , can sleep dont want sleep . :/
We bus-ed together back to sch . :D
& we just slacked downstairs my block . (:
& he bus-ed home (:
Tiring day but still enjoyed it with him .

Msn is down with a bugggggg ! ): So lil people online lo ! Stupid bug . I use msn like so long & its th first time it's sick ! ):



Ignore this part * I need some rantings . Damn idiotic .

I don't need YOUR commentzs about me & him . Mind your own fcuking business please . You got your own i got my own . & please its not about compatible or not . It's th feeling lah . Stupid . -.- Dont tell me you stead with your boyf because you compatible with him uh ? *laughs*
Get lost , bitch . (:

(you know who you are )


Heh , sorry if i sounds vulgar . but i seriously can't stand her idiotic nonsense .

Byebye ! ♥


8:42 PM


Monday, March 22, 2010


I like to wear bigbig shirts at home ! Random ~

First day of sch ! Woke up only at 6.30 lo . Damn rushing . :/
& that pig of mine woke up only at 11am lei ! ):
Gossiped & joked alot w Shermaine & Zoey as usual . (:
Girls were asking me why i rebond my hair again when i dint ._.
Just because my side fringe was straight ? It's supposed to be straight lo . I only rebonded my hair last december . I want my hair to be veryvery long ): But it's still short now ):
Alright , back to sch topic . Lol .
): I screwed up my whole ORAL prelim today ! )':
Really i did very badly . I was supersuper nervous lah . ):
Ass .... I hate picture discussions .
Fail it for sure . )':

Ehh , what's so fun about dota ? D: I hate it to th maxxxxxxx ! ): Because of blahblah reasons , right baby ? You know it ! ):
& he's treating me so differently today . )':

Ahh bad day bad day ! ):<


BYEBYE ! ):


6:09 PM


Sunday, March 21, 2010


Day out w him to th library !

He's emo-ing , cause i dont let him eat ! :D
( joking )

I couldn't sleep well last night .
Damn irritated , waking up & sleeping back again end up i can't take it & left my bed at 8am ! ):
Last day of holiday but couldn't sleep till 10am ):
Sadded )':
Have to wake up tmr at 6am . I always overslept :p Hehe .
Went to th library with him today . :D
Enjoyed it . :D Heh . He helped me with my chinese homework . (:
& we were drawing nonsense on th foolscap . Hahha ! :D
Went Imm for lunch at 3pm ._.
It's long john silverrrrrrrrr ~ (:
We actualy went to explore th offices in Imm . Quite creepy manzxc . So quiet , as it was th sunday , so most of th offices not opened .
Th lighting was also very scary .
We went back to JE interchange by th shuttle bus and i bus-ed home .
It was pouring so heavily ): Hate it ! ):

You always make me laugh with your lame jokes . ♥

Byebye !
xoxo, ♥

Reply of taggs :
Jer : Oh okays . Er how you know they use lousy stuffs ?
Xinyi : LOL ! okaysokays ! (:
Shasyaa : Hahaha ! Me toozxc ! I miss my barbie dolls ! Hahaha ! :D


7:01 PM


Saturday, March 20, 2010


Hii folks . (:
Im dead bored now . & i was so busy just now that i skipped lunch . ):
Im super hungry nowwwww . ):
& he's out there w his friends . ):
I was doing my english essays just now . & im glad that i've finished 7 out of 10 of it . Heh . (:
3 more to gooo & im done . :D
But damn , my printer broke down :/
Was chatting with Shasyaa about our childhood stuffs just now & we were both laughing madly . Hahaha ! :D
& she helped me with one of th essays topics .
Oh great , th holidays are ending & th sch is coming . :/
I can't wake up late in th morning anymore . Urgh ! ):
Im waiting for that ass msg to come . He's enjoying his pool game while im rushing my homeworks like mad . ):
Yes , im finally in a r/s again after what had happened last year . (:

Ahh , i got no idea what to blog about now .
I shall continue doing my work while waiting for his message to come . ♥
Bye ~

Reply of tags :
Jer : You're ?
Xinyi : LOL ! Why you keep changing url ? o.0 Take all belle's fotos ! Hahaha ! :D & domo is cute , i know ! Hahahha ! :D You're soooo cute manzxc .
Baby : Hiiiiiii dearrrr ♥
Shasyaa : Hah ! Thanks for telling me ! :D




5:56 PM


Friday, March 19, 2010



Heh ! I went to watch this in 3D with him today ♥
Putting on th 3D glasses was so irritating . :/ Cause im alr wearing a specs . That explains why .
This movie okay luh . Not so bad . (:
I don't understand why he was feeling so cold during th movie while im not o.o
I started to feel cold only when we left th theatre . Kays , i know im weird . :/
& i finally went Iluma . They have this very long escalator , and we went up on it . But i never dare to look back . Too scary for me :/
But there ain't anything to shop down there . But that vintage shop is damn nice :D
He sent me back to my area (: Heh , thanks uh , love . ♥

Ytd zoo trip w my relatives was fun . Haha . But my niece was trying to be naughty again . (:
Ah let th fotos talk . Im too tired to elaborate everything .


I guess i overdress :/

I can't resist th sea view :D


I hope you guys can see this .

Th eleephants are very naughty :X

Tata ! My playful niece ! :D

Th white peacock ! :D Damn chioooooo :D

We got bored :x

The sea lion .

ending off with this
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Cute eh ! Hahaha !

Bye ! ♥


9:32 PM


Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Urgh ~ Another boring day at home again . But with my aunty . (:
Much more better atmosphere .

I spent th whole afternoon doing 2 out of 10 of th essays .
I still got 8 more to go . Im lazy to do them . & i dont even know what to write about . :/
SS lesson tmr . Bio cancelled . But still not happy cause SS start at 8.30am . ):
POA on friday . I guess alot of them ain't going for th SS lesson tmr .

)': My aunty don't let me buy my new phone now . ): She want me to wait for a few more months . ): Even after a few more months th price also won't drop what . ):
URGH ! I dont care , i will save my money to pay half of th phone's price . :/

I desperately need moneyyyy more then anything else now . If only any good souls can sponser me some money .

Can someone tell me is irritating or irratating ? o.0 I seriously got no idea .

Kay off to bathe .
Bye :D


5:25 PM


Monday, March 15, 2010


Day out with Zuni ytd (:
Main purpose was to bring my cousin's laptop for repairs at Wisma .
Seriously , his laptop weighs a 1000kg . :/
Left th laptop with th sony company & we went for lunch . :/
We walked around & around and finally settled our lunch at taka . :/
We went Wisma>ION>Taka>JurongPoint .
I bought a tanktop & a high waist skirt at Cotton on . I think we went to at least 3 stores of Cotton on ytd . Haha . :D
Etude House's Nail polish colours are nice :D
It was a fun day .
But i suffered blisters from my heels :/
Next time im not going to wear heels for shopping . Damn tiring . :/

Boring day at home today . :/
Used my comp thru out . oh yeah , i opened up a blogshop with Jianshu . (:
Finally , i've waited so long . :/
Go visit :D
www.your-shopping-stage.blogspot.com

Ciaos ~


4:40 PM


Saturday, March 13, 2010


Tata ! :D Th goldfishhh :D

She's busy texting :/

& again .

He kept disturbing people :D

This is niceeeeeee :D

Weeeeeeeeeee ! ~
Finally , here comes th holidays . (:
But i still need to return for remedial lessons :/

Ytd cca was very fun ~ :D
We did Octupus & goldfish balloons :D
& i know a new friend . :D Aunty Jastina ! Haha ! She's actualy only 18 . :X HAHA !

ohohoh ! Mum came back last night alr :D
So i need not go for work anymore :D YAY ! :D
I need a day out for shopping . desperately .. :/
& i want to quickly send my cousin's lappy for repairs as soon as possible :/
Don't like him using my comp . ):<
Alright . I got nothing else to update . Let th pictures talk . (:
P/S : photo credit to JIANSHU ! ._.
But i like it :D

Reply of taggs :
TDH : HI sotong :D
Xinyi : LOL ! Too bad i love redddddd :D HEHE !
Shasyaa : Im happy naozxc ! :D
Xinyi : LOL !
shan : Happy alr :D HEHE !
Shasyaa : You're cute kayssss (: !
Cheryl : Okays ! Haha , th one that scare that i will eat you up ! :x
Shasyaa : Hahahha !

End ~


1:53 PM


Monday, March 8, 2010

(:

Im alright alr ! (:
Heh , thru this incident , i finally know who's a true friend to me & who's not . (:
But my elder cousin & me are still not talking . Pathetic yeah ? I see him everyday at work which seriously makes me wanna kill myself . Cause he plainly just give me that monster face which looks as if i owe him a million dollars . :/
It hurts me a lil to see someone to dote on me so much in past treating me like this , but those things he did last week makes me angry & dissapointed with him . ):
What i can do now , is to wait for my mummy & aunty to come back & solved this for me .
** if only time goes faster ** :/

Sch days are still fine for me . Im yearning for th mar holidays to come . I need some shopping & talking & crapping with those girls :D Heheh ! :D

Problems are more recently . But i'll try to resolve them myself one by one . (:
With th help of my cliques sometimes . (:
I will try to push away all th negative thoughts of mine . :/ Cause they just keep flooding in to my mind to make me think wild . :/
I have serious moodswings nowadays . & yes i mean Serious :/
So tolerate with me for this few days :D

Byebye (:
Will update soon with fotos :D


11:06 PM


Saturday, March 6, 2010

What happened ytd evening . Only a few knows .
You were th one that dote & pamper me th most since i was a lil girl , but ytd .. you hurted me th most .
All th words you shouted at me .. Th hand that wanted to hit me . I remembered .
It was very scary . A total nightmare .
& for that night , i couldn't sleep well & my tears just keep dropping .
I dontknow what to do .. Or how . I really hopes mum & aunt comes back fast .


10:43 AM


Thursday, March 4, 2010

(:

Helloooowwwwwwwww ! (:
Yeah , i goes to work after sch everyday . So i studied & revised down there toozxc . (:
I don't get to use my computer often for this two weeks . So anything thru text/call . :D

Urgh , im having sore throat . Th weather is really damn so hot ! D:
But good thing i sit under a fan in sch :D Hehe !
Sec4 life really not easy manzxc . :/
Almost everyday supplementary lessons , damn sian . ):
Time flies fast . & N's are coming nearer & nearer .
& more piles of revision to do .

I should spent lesser time on my comp when th two weeks of work is over . (:
But i need a day for shopping ~ :D
Haha ~

Alright . off to bathe & work . Bye (:
Update another time , (:

You left a deep scar . ):


3:37 PM