Never ending .

Monday, June 29, 2009

Looks like my monday blues seems to get worse .
MOODY MOODY MOODY ! ):

I don't know what's really bothering me now .
I have not slept well for 2 nights already .

I really want to know whats wrong !
My six sense just keep telling me that something bad is going to happen !
& i could say , its always accurate .

How i wish someone will tell me what will happen !
I want to cry , can i ?
& i did cried .

♥ 9:03 PM

What an awful day i have today !

Woke up at 6am , eyes half-open on th bed . ;X Too tired .
Stood up only at 6.10am . Changed , & i tied my hair for like 20 mins ! D:
I was cutting my fringe (:
Ate a lil , and off to sch ! ;DD

Monday blues ~ ):
Okays , sch today was really damn freaking bored ! D:
& i didn't know why i keep sneezing in th morning . ):

Sort of bored till i emo-ed away . ):
The whole day , my mind was only , Small Monster . ):
Yeah , its been 4 days we didn't contact .
I miss him MANY MANY !
& Zihui and Chanelle was talking about him during maths lessons .

Alright , another 2 more days , & he's going to have his chinese oral .
& on th 1st of july , im gonna celebrate my Aunt's birthday . (:
I ordered a cake for her :D

Im enjoying my mango now (:

Anws , i need to bathe ;x

ByesByes ! :D

♥ 2:51 PM

Saturday, June 27, 2009

I went to work todayyy (:
Super Super TIRED ! D:

My big cousin dint came for work , because he was seriously sick . ):
Get well soon (:

School re-opening ! ;DDDDDDD
I miss sch , but not th lessons (: Heheh .
I wonder how small monster is doing now ...
He told me that , he will be having exams papers in sch . & he's busy preparing now .
): Poor monster ...

Oh anw , i have not even pack my bag ! D:
Not even my personal messy file . So im not intending to bring my file to sch on th first day (:
Don't ever look at me for homeworks . (: You know i know why . Hahas . ;D

Anws , im going to bathe and sleep luhhs .
Good nights fellow readers (:
& sweet dreams to small monster . <3

♥ 10:07 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009

Another post of th day ~

Im super super bored now .

Just now at 1pm i went to meet Shermaine Bestie ~ Wee ~
): How i wish Xiushan was with us too ...

Oh yeah , actualy we meeted up to do th english project thing . But in th end we were crapping . Hahas !
Met her at 1pm . Entered Jp . Actualy wanted to find sits in either Mac or Kfc . But no sits .
Then we walked to Wallet shop , SaSa then went to get bubbletea ! ;D

& we went to th same old place . (:
Discuss awhile for th english things , then started crapping alr . ;D
then we went to th sushi corner , bought SUSHI ! :DDD
Salmon my favourite ! ;D & not to forgot , Unagi ! ;D
Then we went back to th place and start our small sushi feast ! HAHAS ! ;D
Okays , after eating , have to go alr , cos i promised my aunty i would reach home before 3pm .
So early right ?! No choice (:
This was one of th scoldings i had last night .

Th word : selfish
Still couldnt be erased from my mind . ..

Not to forgot , ZhengYu , remember today ? (:
Today is one month after our break-up . (:

Okay ! I have a good hair day today ^^
Heheh ! ;D

Anws , Where's that Owl went to today uh ? o.o With Rah ? See , she's a 24/7 fav girl for Rah ! ;D Hahas ! =X
Oops , i hope she don't see this ;D
Heheh !

Shall end here then . (:
Kiss goodbye ! ;D

♥ 3:20 PM

Last night was a super awful night for me .
I make alot of people worried about me , & i cried very badly .

I don't wish to say about what really happened anymore .

To Small monster : Thanks very much , for being there when i need someone . & im sorry to make you worried and i delayed your sleep time . Im sorry . & im alright now . Thanks . <3>

{selfish was th word you used on me}

♥ 11:32 AM

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Im in a deep loss .
Why am i crying ? I dunt know th exact reason to it .
& th only thing i could say is , my mood has been getting worser , day by day .
Can anyone teach me how to smile again ?

I dun wan to be in such pain anymore . Its killing me .
I don't even know what's wrong . ):
What am i thinking about ?
I really don't know . . .

♥ 7:02 PM

Okays ! I got a new phone now .
My mom's one . ;D Loves <3>

But seriously , im super not used to this phone . D:
But im going to take good care of this phone now . ;D
& new earpiece & memory stick ! The Things i wanted ! ;D My mother don't use them at all .
She put it all in th package ! ;D
Wee~

But i have LOST alot of my contacts ! D:
Only some were saved in my SIM card . & now i have been going around to ask people for their pathetic numbers. ):

But th very very lucky one is small monster's number is not lost ! ;D Lucky manzx !
Im gonna remember his number ;D

Oh yeah , haved a short sms chat with ZY (:
He's having his brain checkup today at th hospital .
Hopes everything go well for him . (: All th best .
Anw , cheer up boy , its gonna be tough for you to have so many problems now , hopefully everything will be better soon (: Don't worry so much anymore (:

okays , i just recieved a call from Suliana telling me that tmr remedial lessons was cancelled . No students are allowed to return back to school for this week !
Boo ! No more extra week of holiday ! D:
Only for those who travelled ):

Okays , i need to get started with my tuition's homework now !
Byes Byes !
& do TAGG before you leave !

reply of taggs :
ace: hai hai jie~ tagg'd (:
> Thanks di (:

Shasyaa: awww. Cheer up honney

theres no use being sad about, must smile a lot! like tt better le

D
> Hahas ! , You too eh . Cheer up too <3

ace: hi jie jie~ pls do the quiz on my blog if u have time~ (:
> Done alr ! ;D Hahas ! But still no extra week of holiday ! T.T

{♥} Alicia: Bat , thanksyous fr th small part of th post ! loveyou alot ! ,3
> Welcome Sweetie ! <3

♥Ahqi: Heyhey . link me o ><
> Hahas , i know . Will link up soon (:

Shasyaa: JOICEE! Add me in PLURK LE

> Added , honey ! <3

xinyi ツ: helloo, jie... a tag 4 u... TAGGED! (:
> Sister (: Thanks ! <3

felicia~!!: yo airen, long time nvr see u le~ anyways tagged ((:
> Yeahs , miss you alot alot ! <3

{♥} Alicia: Bat , Are You Okehs ?!
> Yeah , i should be th one asking you this ques now .. <3

Fabrianne :DDD: aiseh, small monster sey. goodluck girl!:D
> Lol . Eh , msg me leh ! I lost your number ! D: Anw , thanks for th tagg (:

{♥} Alicia: Oh myyyy ! Bat is FLOATING ! HAHA ! goodlucks Dearest ! Iloveyous !
> Where gottttt ?! ><

ziHUI: I got tag you horrrr ! pls dont change link again . lazy to relink

HAHA
> Lol , okays lahs . -.- Thanks ! ;D

{♥} Alicia: <3
{♥} Alicia: Bat ! HEHE ! Me loveees you !
{♥} Alicia: HEHE ! I LOVE YOU ALOT YOU KNOW , BAT ! <3>

{♥} Alicia: HEHEHE ! MY DATE WITH RAAAA ! HAHA ! I LOVE YOU TOO BAT ! <3
> Hahas ! Someone seems so happy ! Rah cast a spell on you uh ? Hahas ! LOVE YOU MANY MANY TOO ! <3

xinyi ツ: YO!

TAggED! (:

> Thanks you sis ! <3

SHAAAN: EEEEEEEE! shasyaa! she love you i don't love you! I LOVE SQUIRREL! HAHAHAHAHA!

FAKE! don't kill me! HAHAHAS! i too bored uh! :X
> Hahas Hahaas ! Bored dao siao le . ;DD

Shasyaa: i saw my name in the L.O.V.E section

aww i love youu too baybeh

> Hahas ! :DD i always loved you ! Heheh !

Jianshu: I slept normally...:P
> Lol . I know lah !

{♥} Alicia: Yays ! & my link have a heart ! seems like the one & onlyyy ! <33
> Hahas ! Of cause ! <3

{♥} Alicia: BAT ! Cheeerups !

you know I love you alot alot & if no one cares , I DO !

Loveee you
> I know <3>

End~

P/S : Felicia & xinyi , i will do th quiz at night probably . (:

♥ 11:53 AM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Two word to describe today : Super Unlucky !

1) I was walking past a fruit stall , and suddenly a puddle of water from th top fell on me . ( my shirt was dreched ) Pissed off D:
2) My new slippers is killing my pathetic feet . It caused me 6 Blisters on both my feet ! D:
3) I left my cup of water infront of my computer for 5mins , and when i wanted to drink it , i saw a strand of hair in it !
3) This is th worst ! My handphone broke down ! When i reached home , my hp went crazy ! This # keeps appearing , then everything starts popping out automatically !
Restarts phone alot of times , and when i tried th 4th time , th whole keypad cannot work ! Change to my old batt , same thing happened !
Rush down to Alvin Uncle 's Handphone shop , he tell me sony errisson phone inside have two layers of number pad , he said my internal de spoilt , thats why .
& it CANT be repaired !

I cannot tahan luhhs ! & im gonna say this : FUCK ! Im super super pissed off ! D:
I have never been so unlucky before ! D:
What th hell is going on manzx ?!
Monday , my computer was giving me problems & now my phone !
Im getting more and more hot-tempered now !

My mother says she give me use her handphone which is : W910
Its new , but th colour i don't like . She using brown colour derhs ! D:
I WANT red . Nevermind , one should not be greedy . (:
Its better then nothing . (:

Kays , im hungry .
Off to grab something to chew on !

Byes !
Kiss good byes to unlucky ! ;D

Half of th day without handphone is killing me badly ! D:

♥ 5:45 PM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I could say , im getting more and more moody for no reasons .
& i really need someone to hold on to now .

{she long forgotten how to smile}

♥ 10:57 PM

$%^&*#%^&
Im super super super boreddd ~
Anw , readers go and vote for another one week of holidays !
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm

I got nothing to update about todayyyy ~
Really nothing ~

Because its simply too boring ! BORED !
Im killed by boredom !
I have been yawning non-stop from 3pm to 6pm .
I wanna go out ! ):

& i miss small monster . He's getting more & more busier now ... ):

To Alicia :
Owl , Cheer up now okays (: I wanna see you laughing and smiling happily again . You have to learn to let go of Dylan . I know its hard , but you still have to give it a try . (:
Its alr over btw you & him . Don't watse your time , tears & sadness on him anymore .
He's a heartless person . Just forget about him .
You'll always have Fav boy supporting you . & of cos , this evil bat will help you too (:
So dry your tears now & smile (:
Loves you {♥}

Im still bored ! ~

Byes !

♥ 6:10 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009

2nd post of th day ~

Okays , I was effing pissed off by my computer just now . >:[
My mouse broke down ! I can't click anything . So no choice , use back my old mouse !

My modem keep disconnect ! D:

My blogger keep having problems !

Im having headache !

See im so so unlucky toddayyy ! D:

But , something good happen which makes me happy !
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Small monster replied my msgs ! ;D
Heheh ! <3>

Just now my mother ask me : Jun Ning , still don't want go sleep ? Tmr you pei me go market .
Me : WHAT ?! Go market ! *keep groaning non-stop*

My mother goes to th market around 6am in th morning !
That means , i have to wake up super early ! Earlier then sch days ! D:
Okays , im lazy , and thats what i could describe about me . ;X

Okays , im tired , i shall sleep now . (:
Good nights readers !
& not to forget , good night small monster , sweet dreams (: Ily .

♥ 11:38 PM

Small monster is inside this foto !
He's sitting at th last row , sort of emo-ing ?
Erh , th foto abit blur . ;X

He sent me some of his fotos on friday's night ! ;D

Okays , its been 3 days , he have not replied my msgs ... ):
I miss him real badly cans ? I miss him .

& that day he came to visit my blog ! But he didn't tagg ! ):
I yearn for his taggs (:
Uh um , what crap im talking uh ?

3 DAYS ALR ! Im going crazy !
But have to be understanding luh , he have to study ! (:
So don't disturb him so often bah . (:
& I specially type a msg full of chinese words for him . Heheh ! ;D

Okays , im rotting at HOME ! ):
I wanna GO OUT ! I want shopppinggg ! ;D
But no $$ .
Im only able to get my salary a week later ! ):
T.T
& im saving money to buy a birthday cake for my aunty ! (:

Oh yeah , im cooking todayyyyy ! ;D Heheh !
Th food i cooked is surely Edible so don't worry . (: But i not cooking maggi mee leh ! Real cooking hor ! ;D
I remember someone say this to me last time when my mother want me to learn to cook : You this da xiao jie will cook one meh ?

Hahas , i now learning to be hardworking okays ! ;D
Cannot be da xiao jie luhhs ! * Evil laughs * ;D
Hahas ! ...

& my Alicia owl is going to meet her FAV boy ! Hahas ! ;D She must be damn happyyyy ! ;D
& Iloveher alot alot ! <3
She's a super super good friend ! ;D
Owl & Bat ! ;D
17.05.09 !
Owl , must happy more yi dian hor ! Don't be bothered by th D jerk . You have Fav boy can luhhs ! Heheh ! ;D
Enjoy your lunch with him , sweetie ! <3
Loves {♥}

Okays , Okays . (:
Lets get down to coookingg ! ;D

Oh yeah , my irratating Modem have been giving me alot of internet connections problems !
Never mind , tmr singtel's people coming over to solve it . (:

Nothing gonna change my love for you , i promise .
Ily , Small monster ! <3

Kays , byes byes ! Lets continue crapping another day !
Tagg more puh-lease ! ~ I will appreciate it alot <3

♥ 11:45 AM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Happy Father's Day, Daddy <3>
Happy invisible one month , Zhengyu , my good friend (:

I cried over someone , which i should not have .
I couldn't explain what have been troubling me for these weekened . ):
I forced a smile during work .

~
A
Ihateyou . Ihateyou . Ihateyou .
Don't expect to see me returning back to you . You don't deserve my love at all .
I regretted knowing you .
After fooling enough of me , you throw me away . & now when you give up on HER , you come and find me ?
Im not a toy for you to play with . Everyone have feelings . But i bet you don't have .
You said this in th sms : i give u chance , but you don't want .
Please , i don't need your chance at all . You toyed with my feelings , and you still have th cheek to ask me whether i still like you . Do you know , when you asked me this question , how angry and dissapointed i was .
Untill now , th past still horrifies me .
You never ever spare a thought for other people .
You say i never change . Listen up ! i don't change to please you . For goodness sake , Ask yourself what you did first .
Stop pushing all th blame to me . Anw , th past is th past . Its no point for you to rake it up anymore .
I don't wish to bother about anything related to you . Just leave me alone .
& I swear , im never ever Going back to YOU !
& i alr have someone i loved .

Sy , Your a good person , but i don't wish to hurt you . Find someone else . But not me . You know im waiting for someone . So just give up . Im sorry .

Small monsterrrrrrr ! Imy ! Imy ! Imy ! Imy !
& i promise i won't break th promise i made to you . I won't break it anymore !

I want to stop my tears from flowing ...

♥ 10:21 PM

Friday, June 19, 2009

Weeeeeeeeee ! ~ Im super super happy ! XD
I manage to meet th small Monster todayyyyy ! ~
He called me around 12.10 pm !!
He was having tuition in th morning~
Then he ask me to meet him at 1pm .
It was like so rushing , so i quickly went to change .
I stared at my cupboard for like 5mins ? Trying to decide wad to wear !
In th end , i just grab a white tee -.-
Prepare untill 12.45 . Rush to th bus-stop ..
Super impatient . Was super worried that i would be late ! >.<
He arrived earlier then me for like 5mins . >.<
Th first reaction i had when i saw him was : Smile (:
Then i was like telling him , he look more mature , since th last time i saw him .
He looked more handsome now ! Hahas ! ;D
Then he say i was like saying he was old .
Hahas , no lahs . Its just a compliment , silly ! ;D
We crapped alot while we went to th library .
He's damn kind okays ! I was looking for a chinese storybook for that book review thingy -.-
But im too fussy ! We took a long time finding a suitable book i liked .. ):
Sorry ! In th end , he select one book for me (: Heheh ! ;D
Then , after leaving th library , he tell me he's leaving in 10mins . ):
Cos he need to return back to sch , and he have something on at night . ):
Of cos , i cherish th last 10mins with him .
We walked around .(:
Then , suddenly a thought came to me ! I want to keep a photo of him ! ;D
I started to ask him ,
Me: Small monster , i have a small request !
Him : Hmm , sure , as long as its beyond my limits . *smiles*
Me: Okays , you guess first ! *evil smile*
Him : Hmm , ***** ( this i cant say ) .
Me: NO lah ! Not now ! You know de .
Him : Any hint of something ?
Me : Erhh , i cannot give hint lah , later very obvious liao ! *Laughs*
Me: Erm something got to do with a snap ?
Him : Snap ? Something got to do with a snap ?
HIm : Aiyo , just say bahs .
Me : Okays lorhs , can i take a photo of you ?
Him: Oh , Hahas ! Okays . But not now . I look unglam . i send you another day kays (: ?
(Laughing madly )

Some parts i forgot luhhs ;X So i add words that were similiar ! Heheh !

Then we were on th way back to th Mrt station & interchange .
Then i want to send him up to th mrt station . He was like refusing .
Then i insisted ! So he got no choice ! Hahas !

Then he msged me apologising for not sending me to th bus-interchange .
Silly right ? Hahas !

Ily , small monster (:
& im still waiting <3

Urgh ! I miss him real badly now ! ):
Kays , im hungry !
Byes !

♥ 6:36 PM

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Hellos peepos ! ;D
Im in a super super good mood ! Cause im going to have a lil date with ' small monster' Tmr ! Wee~
Im Super Happy lahsssssss ! XD

But th sad thing is , i have not seek permission from my mother .
But anw , im going to th library . -.- So , hopefully she allows (:

Oh yeah , From 'Big Monster' to 'Small Monster' . Anyone curious why i changed his name ? ;X
Me: Heyy, you know i gave you a nickname 'Big Monster' ?
Him : Lols , Ya . Why call me big monster when im small size ?
Me: Because that day you told me you liked to eat . Hahas !
Him : Lols , ohkays . Hmm , i think you should call me piggy instead . Cause i like to sleep and eat .
( Laughing away )

But i don wanna named him 'Piggy' , Sounds bad .
So i called him ' Small Monster ' ! XD

Just recieved a sms from him (: *Smiles happily*
Hahas ! Im so so excited for tmr ! Argh ! XD

Oops , i just notice that all of my post were all about him ? ;X
Heheh ! Later that Alicia Owl will be saying about me again !
I can't believe she actualy cried because she was bored ! That silly girl !
You still have Rah & me lahssss ! Haiyo ! Tmr you meeting naipa mahs . Dun worry . (;
Tmr will not be a boring day .
& we were having fun describing 'Bitches' , and particularly one bitch .
She know i know (: Hahas !

I got to have my dinner now ! XD
Byes Byes !

♥ 7:39 PM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Woo~
My aunty say , i don't have to work during weekdays , only weekeneds !
Isnt that like WOW ! ;D

People ! I have a number of new songs !

1) 明白
2)在树上唱歌
3)简单
4)心墙
5)牛角尖
6)如果我变成回忆
7)想个不停

Omg lah ! I desperately need another memory stick ! Can someone spare me one ? Please T.T

Lol . Cut th act ! Lol . I got too many things to buy now ! XD
Waiting impatiently for my salary ! $_$
KA-CHING ! Hahas ! Money face !

Yesterday
Ytd shopping with my laobu and auntys were so boring .
Went VIVO , bought nothing . -.-
Went to th top to play water ? Lol -.-
Fotos will be updated below . (:
Eat at VIVO then actualy want go Parkway , then laobu change to orchard . -.-
Lao aunty 's shopping de di fang ! XP
They went there buy shirts , i go there buy sushi eat -.-
So sian follow them here and there , and in th end i bought nothing except for th pathetic sushi -.-
Cabb-ed home ! So expensive ! $25.80 . -.-
Lucky not i pay -.-

Today
Woke up at 10am ? Heheh !
Guess wad , every morning i wake up with a stomachache . T.T
Spent whole day infront of th computer ! & waiting for big monster's reply to come ! ):
Miss him badly ... ): He's just too busyyy ... I shall wait then (:
Have been texting my Alicia Owl ! She's busy with her *** ! Hahaahs ! ;D
& chatting online with that lameass ! That big big bully !
Super bored without his msgs ... C'mon just a msg wont kill more then 5mins right ? ):
What a busy boy ! Pity him . ):
Gah Gah !
Just now my mood went moody ....
Flashback of memories of zy ... ):
But Owl cheered me up ! ^^
Thanks sweetie , enjoy your dinner with *** ! <3

♥ 6:49 PM

Sunday, June 14, 2009

I found myself not replying taggs
so i decided to reply taggs now ! ;D
Praise me for being hardworking ! XP

Tagss replies :
felicia~!!: tagged ((((((((((((:
> Thanks ! ^^

{♥} Alicia: BAT IS MISSING SOMEONE TOOOO !

> What ?! Shhhhhh !!! Cannot sabo me luhs ! >.<

{♥} Alicia: Hello Ah Bat ! Since when Im Bat ?! Im Owl Lahhh ! You Uhs , Always Mix Us Up ! )):
> Paisehs , Ah Owl ! Hahas ! ><>

{♥} Alicia: Hehe ! I will be at Jurong for these days more often ! I'll ask my friend to drive me over to find you ! [= Love you too cute bat ! <3
> Really ? Thats good ! Miss you alot lahs ><>

ace: Yay! jie havent go and post teh pic of meh. WOOT! dun post! i look bad in that pair of long pants.
> LOL ! You look handsome in th long pants lah didi ! Hahas ! ;D

xinyi ツ: Mah hahahahahaha......... Tagged! (
> LOl , Hahas ! Funny sister i have !

{♥} Alicia: Bat ! Jiayous for work oks ? Love You Alot You This Cute Lil Bat ! <3
> Okays ! I love you loads too ! Owl Owl ! <333333>

婷²: relink me oh:D
> Will Relink soon ! XD I lazy !

felicia: u r linked~!!
> Thanks sweetie ! <3>

Jianshu: HILO~!!! WOHOOO~!!! XD TAQ
> Crazy taigong ! Ji La Ka Bodoh ! XP

xinyi ツ: relinked u le (:
xinyi ツ: HELLO! ... cheer up, jie (: tagged! ... dun talk rubbish la, die is not the best... happy is the best (: smile...
> LOL , Hahas ! Okays OKays ! Loves you <3>

Alicia ; Owl ♥: I Mis You Bat ! Missed Our Talks [:
> I miss our long talks too ): Will try to find some time out for our chatting again ! ><

Shasyaa: OMG your blog song used to be my favourite soooong!
Shasyaa: HONEY

Ive linked you alady

haa! Dont have to link me okaay ^^ Heee!
> Really ? This song is so damn nice ! OKays !

ziHUI: cheer up dude ! ^^
> Im okay already ! Thanks ! (:

Alicia ; Owl ♥: Aiyohs ! Bat arhs ! you Lie to OWl uhs ! You Nt happy ! no wonder i also nt happyyyy T.T
> T.T Sorry luhs ! But i okays luh , so you better be happy hor ! <3>

SHAN: let it go & u will feel btr! get over it.if he's stupid enough towalk away,be smart to let him go.
SHAN: HEY! don't think so much lerhhs,over jiu suan lerhhs.don't think so much alright.
> Yeah Yeah your right ! i hao duo le ! Bu yao dang xin le ! Xie Xie ni ! <3>

xinyi ツ: YOYO!!!... jie, i'm here to tag ... (: TAGGED! (: ... chheers!...
> Wee~ Thanks Mei Mei ! Cheerios ! XD

Alicia ; Owl ♥: Bat ! <3>
> Im not thinking of him anymore ! But i think about you this sweet lil Owl ! <3>

Audrey: Cheer up , girl . :}
> Thanks , girl (:

Alicia ; Owl ♥: Bat Bat ! Dont be sad oks ?! ILoveChusxz ! <3
> I Love You too {L} <3>

ace: haihai jie~ thx for the teddy bear frm ur grp! i felt buying that is definitely worth it (:
> Of cos ! Hahas ! Welcome di !

xinyi ツ: hello junning, jie... i'm using junheng com... so can come in de... i will tell u my blogger de email... when u online (:
> Sure , Sure . But its public blog already (:

End ~

Wee ~ Im going shopping on tues !
Parkway & Vivo here i come ! ~
Woo~
SHOPPING ! <3>

& someone have replied my msgs ! Misses*

♥ 9:52 PM

Saturday, June 13, 2009

I Love Alicia Bat ! <3

Chatted with her online ! Missed her badly .... <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Owllll ! Make sure you make the correct choice hor ! <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Heheh !
She misses someone ! ;X

Oh , my voice is so hoarse now ...
Don't even feel like talking at all . ):
Its getting worser and worser !
I want to recover !
Both internal and external wounds .
External is sick
Internal is ____
Yeah . (:
Blah Blah .

I have been waiting for your sms for two days alrd ! Wat happen ?! Reply me soon ... Even if your busy ...

♥ 12:38 PM

Friday, June 12, 2009

Okays Okays , im like finally updating my bloggie ? o.o

Urgh ! Im still sick , and it seems to be getting more and more serious . ):
Cough , Flu & sorethroat .
& i feel so dizzy now .

Yesterday
Went to singapore poly for the proposal competition .
But it was th orientation , all th seminars talks and blahblah .
Our facilitator are two guys ? Ken and JD ? o.o
Both nice guys . Lol .
When we attended th workshop we found out that we have alot of missing points .
After th first day , we went back to sch to collect th blazors , then buy dinner from kfc , and went to belle's house .
Jianshu and Felicia stayed over night .
My mother don't allow ! >.<
Nevermind .
Around 10 ? My dad drive over to fetch me home .
I stayed awake till 12 am ?
Guess wad time i wake up today ?
4AM ! ):

Today
Woke up at 4am .
Aunty wake up too . She brought me to coffee shop to grab something to eat , but only have paus . so bought some for them too .
My aunt send me to annabelle's house by cab ? so ex ?! $1.60 extra charge . -.-
& total is 5 bucks over i think . ;X
Prepare and prepare , set off to sch by , then set off to sp .
prepare again at there .
i was so nervous !
Th preliminary rounds was a sucess for us .
Cos we are only competing with 2 teams ?
We went to semi finals !! Yay ;D
But semi finals was harder . 7 other teams , and there are around 3 teams that are super capable .
Yeah , as expected we dint get to th finals . but at least , we give in our best try . (:
Everyone were tired . ):
Have a good sleep peepos . (:

Byes <3>
Im lazy to reply taggs ...

♥ 7:48 PM

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

im like SICK ?
Got my throat inflamed ? Lol . i dunno lah . Never go see doctor too .
Because i don't want to . later doctor think i got H1N1 i die . -.-
& i hate medicine ! Yucks ! D:
& flu too . my eyes super itchy leh ! ):
suffering badly ! The worst thing is i have to get my actual voice back to normal by this friday , cos th business presentation at SP is this friday . Holy Fuck ! D:
Didi i just say th F word ? :X oops .
Guess wad today rehearsal in sch with peers was screwed up by me .
Cos i kept laughing when it was my turn to say my speech .
I myself also dont know why i keep laughing non-stop . & they look frustrated . :X
Sorry guys . See now i got my retribution ! :S
Lol .

Oh yeah , my mood is getting better day by day . (:
Some things have to let go since it will never be yours in th end no matter how hard you tried to get it . (:
Yeah , i now finally found someone who really treats me and care for me well (:
Its dewei (: My best buddy! (: He's th best of th best lah . :D
Must jiayous for 'O' lvls okays ? remember your promise ?
Dun have a1s dun expect to talk to me again . ;X
Hahas , im just kidding (:

Wad bout zy ? hmm , i dunno what to say either . its rather too complicated to describe how things are happening now , its neither the bad or good way (:
But zy , i have decided to give up , cos i couldnt go on like this anymore . i will forget about you as a lover but remember you as a good friend. (:
Every bit of th memories we onced had will be locked up inside of me (:
I will be strong now , no matter wad happens to me .
Im gonna stand up on my feet myself . (:

OWW.~
Its a long post ! Hahas !
oh i remember last week i saw Alicia Owl ! She's damn cute and pretty ! ;DDDD
Hahas , i Love her lah ! <3>
I wanna see her again ! heheh *evil laughs*
She MIA-ed from her blog ! how could she ?! ;X
Heheh !

Oh , its since a long time i laughed so happily already . (:
Looks like my wound have recovered partly i think ? (:
Just move on with my like per normal will do (: , i shall stop concluding too much on everything i do and think of . (:
I belive myself that i can do it , and i will . (:

Woo~ Congratulations to myself ! Lol ! ;D
Crazy me ? lol

Okays , im gonna bathe now . its late already . ;X not to mention.
Erh , i will try to reply my taggs tmr . Its a bunch of taggs ! ;X
Sorry for my laziness ;X

Byes ! <3>
Loves !
Enjoy your stay here uh ! <3>

♥ 9:53 PM

Friday, June 5, 2009

Sorry readers i wont be updating much during th holidays .
Cos im simply too BUSY ;X
work , cca and sch stuffs .
im going crazy , erm no , i should say im crazy already ! D:
Everyday my dad just nagg at me . wtf .
i simply HATE it .
im a bird that is locked up in a cage . ):
Can someone open th cage for me ? Please ? .. ):

Oh boy , im sorry ....
i will try to move on as you wish...
but untill now , i still love you th way i we once loved each other ...
Remembering every bit of memories that we once spent ,
my tears rolled out ...
):

♥ 11:23 PM

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Th pain was getting stronger & stronger ...
Yesterday when i saw you walked past ,
i was in a total loss straight away .
I thought i was hallucinating But i was not ,
i really saw you this time , its real .
But now , ...
Its much more different becos what we are now is different from th past .
Is it really over ? ...
Can you tell me no ?..

♥ 2:44 PM