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Sunday, February 28, 2010


Its not a emo foto . (:
I like this :D

Yeahyeah , my msia relatives has returned to msia . (:
Today lunch was prepared by them :D Nice & delicious . Heh :D
Shrugs , sch tmr . Work tmr . & im working for 2 weeks . :/
Maybe i will lock my blog .. I shall see how . (:

I was debating with a ass just now in msn ._.
& i couldn't stop laughing ! HAHAHA ! :D

Alright short one kays .
bye ~ Stay tune ~


9:30 PM


Saturday, February 27, 2010


I love xiushan's camera ):
It's damn chioooo ...

Oh yeah . I spent my whole morning & afternoon watching Autumn Concerto . (:
yeah , its a nice drama show . Hehz . :D
& I think i was right . Joy is setting in again . (:
Dimsum for breakfast with my msia relatives . They're very nice . (:
But i think imma bad host :O
& yeah for this two days im sleeping on a spongy mattress on th floor , but i dontmind . :D
Just a bit not comfortable . But my two aunts are damn good . (: So i dont mind lending them my bed for this few days . Hee . :D
Urgh , i kept thinking its Monday tmr . & idontknow why . :/
Im so bored at home . Im rotting at home .
Uhhhh , i really hate sharing my comp with my pesky cousin who just turned 16 ytd . :/
Worst , my aunty ask me to help him send his lappy for repairs only when she's back from china . :/ Which means two weeks later . But it doesn't matter , cause for that two weeks , im wont be using my comp much toozxc .

Hmm , im happyyyyyy ! My cousin says my phone contract is up :D & i can change my phone alr . (: Yeah , i want samsung omnia 2 . ^^
But only two weeks later then i will know how much it is .. Im sure my mum & aunties will start their nagging again ._.
Gahhhh ~

&&&
Happy 16 birthday to my idiot cousin . ( Belated ) * he blushed when we sang th birthday song * :x
Good for you alr lo . Can watch nc 16 alr . :/
You wait , 10 months later , its my turn . ^^



P/S , i did those balloons myself :x

xoxo ,


9:31 PM


Friday, February 26, 2010

Hello idiots ~ :D

Looks like if i don't update my blog nowzxc , it will be rusting badly :O

Life recently was really awful . Quarrells & stuffs .. & i cried & suffered every bit of it .
I find it funny .. There's always a period of time when joy comes , but there's also another period of time , hard times comes . Its like a cycle . & it just keep repeating . & i believe th hard time will leave me slowly & my joy will set in again . (:

Cca was fabulous today . we've a balloon scrupturing course . & i picked up some skills of making balloon scruptures . It was fun , but when th scary part is when th balloon burst . && i got two dangerous person sitting beside me . Anytime their balloon will burst . Esp that Sedrean . :x

Wed night was damn awful . After my dinner , my face changed . guess what ? I have th very strong urge to vomit , but i can't vomit anything , all that was out of my mouth was my gastric juice . My face was damn pale ..
Think i scare my aunt out . Cause everyone in th family knows , im a very sick person . Esp my gastric problems . Damn troublesome . :/
But th next day i was alright alr :D

I've got lots of fotos to share with you guys , but im lazy to transfer it to my desktop :/
Some more , my cousin's laptop is spoilt , so he's temporarily sharing my desktop with me :/ I hate it ! ):

Next monday onwards , i won't be updating much . cause i would be working straight after sch . Cause my mum & aunty is going to china for two weeks ! :/ & i need to go help out due to lack of helpers . So for that pathetic two weeks i will be damn tired . Sch in th morning . work in th night . ~

My post today is damn messy . I know i know . Cause my mind is also messed up now . Im thinking of a way to solve all this idiotic problems .

Get lost , bye ! (:

Shasyaa : You're welcome , sweet ! (:
Jianshu : Lols , i should be th one thanking you instead .
Xiushan : HAHA ! , hi burger ! :D
Ivy : Hellos chewy flower :D
Peiyu : -laughs-
Dingliang : Relinked ~
Felicia : Thanks ! :D




9:00 PM


Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Im so darn tired ~
Update another day . :/
Napfa tmr , kill me .


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Sunday, February 21, 2010


Ain't this cool ? :D


Nice nice ! :D


:D

Marshmallows ! :D
Eh no , is chopsticks & tissues ! HAHA !

Artistic lei ! :D


This is what people do when they're bored . :D

Cool isn't it ?! :D

We wore similiar heels :D

Yesyes , im acting stupidddddd :x

This was what Jianshu gave me :D

Our messy stuffs ;D


That yellow water is 'urine water' HAHA ! :x

Alright . Let th fotos do th talking ~ :D
Went to Somerset & Orchard today with spongebob :D Hehz ! :D
Joke & crap alot ! A very very fun day with her . :D
Bought a top from f21 & a high waist skirt at cotton on . (:
Satisfied ~

Byebye !
Oh yeah , i've a tumblr now . :D So i wont be updating much here ~ Hehe ! :D


8:32 PM


Friday, February 19, 2010

I was very high in sch today . (: Haha ! I don't know why .
Esp during maths lessons & cca time ~ (:
Seriously , English lessons are dead boring . I feel like sleeping . :/
Because only th teacher is talking & we ain't allowed to talk toozxc . ):

I thought i would be able to relax during th weekends alr . But never to know something crop up in th family . & i was asked to help again . Which means i need to work . ):

Remember i mentioned that my toe was swollen last week ?
Now , even my hand is swollen . ):
Toe haven't okay , hand also swollen . ):

Kays , guess what im doing now ? calling M1 to check on my contract stuffs . & i have alr waited for 5 mins still no one pick up my calls . Their lines are so full . ):
I want to change my phone lah . ):<

I think i watched too much historical kungfu shows . :x I remembered th night before ytd , i kept waking up from nightmares . & it was all kungfu . :x I woke up alot of times during that particular night . Totaly freaked me out . ):

Was chatting with Audrey just now . & i found out that Real rabbits actualy can hop .__.
Yaya , im a noob about animal stuffs :x HAHA ! (:

Alright , after so long , i have hang th phone of M1 alr . Tired of waiting .

Short post , bye . (:

&& Thanksverymuch HaydenChanJianShu for th veryveryvery belated birthday present (:
Though its quite late alr , it doesn't matter . It's th sincerity that counts ~ (:



8:43 PM


Wednesday, February 17, 2010

:D
Cny's celebration was fun ~
Gambled , but end up losing . ):
Watched 72tenants & littlebigsoldier on Monday & Tuesday .
K-box on tuesday as well ~ :D
Th whole family reunion dinner was last night . :D all th relatives will all appear at th restaurant . & th kids will sit one table while th adults another table . :D
but th atmosphere this year is so weird . :/
Or could i say it's th worst cny that i ever celebrated . ):
But nevermind , it's just for one night . It wont kills me . I wont get to see my cousins that often after yesterday . (:

I was very sleepy in sch today . What can you expect when for th past 3 days , i reach home only near to midnight or during midnight . :/
I woke up at 6.50am this morning manzxc .
But now im feeling energectic alr :D
After a 2hour sleep just now :D

What happened in sch , guess everyone knew it .

byebye ! (i know its a very lame post ) :x


8:40 PM


Sunday, February 14, 2010

Happy chinese new year & happy valentines day everyone ! :D

Reunion dinner was fun . Haha ! & i was helping my brother do his 954 pieces jig-saw puzzle . So hard manzxc ~ D: But i manage to finish th edges for him . Hehz ! :D

Byebye !
Off to bai-nian ~
will update when im free ~


11:11 AM


Thursday, February 11, 2010





Thanks for th roses (:
Hehz ! Yes , finally i recieved real roses for th very first time in my life :D
Thanks girls ~ :D

Napfa 2.4km run today was a complete nighmare for me . ):
I wanted to aim faster then 14 mins . Cause that was my record last year . But never to know i ran for 16mins . ): It was a C grade . ):
I alr have leg cramps ytd night alr , today havent recover , then during th run duntknow why my stomach hurt so much . so much that i must stop . It was very painful . ):
but i still complete th run . With bad timing . ):
Dissapointed with myself luh . )':
After napfa test , went home & took a bath . Wash away those sweat & stickyness . :/
Ahh , im still thinking about napfa 2.4km again . ):

Byebye ! ):


8:27 PM


Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Urgh ! It's napfa 2.4km run tmr ! ):
& i dun understand why , when i passed everything last year & i end up in th no awardees groups . All alone by myself . ):<
Shermaine in bronze lahhhh ! ): Hmph ! D:<

Pe today caused me to have muscle cramps alr lei . Tmr how to run . ):<
Die more easily lo . Sian lah ):
Hate napfa ):<
Ah whatever , its just for this once . I will go for it . (:

Valentines sales tmr . & i've to help two persons get their things :D
hohoho ~ :D

I want roses toozxc . ): Confirm i don have lo . Sadded ):

Uh yeah , my first toe on my right foot is injured ):
Its swollen like pig's leg liddat lo ! ):
Zhu jiao lah ! ):
& i dont know how i am going to run with an injured toe ):<

alright , short post .
Update another day .
Most probably after cny ~ :D


9:33 PM


Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Mood swings .

Im tired & im having moodswings for nothing . & it really bothers me alot . :/
Ms cheong didnt came back today , she got some urgent stuffs . But she replied me saying she will be coming back another day in this week . (:
Sian ... We're having our Napfa test 2.4km run on thurs . Pe tmr . ):<
Some more Cny is like coming in a few days time , people enjoy new year , we suffer muscle cramps . Like wth . D:<
Assembly today was dragged till 2.30pm . Shuting wanted to go home to bathe , but end up went Jp first :D Cause late alr . (:
Went Kfc for lunch , went to th dunno what name shop to get shuting's present ._.
End up i bought a tee & a wristband for myself .
At first buy finish th tee alr , saw th wristband i always wanted , then i only left with $5.40 . Th wristband is $6.90 . Shuting only can lend me $1 .
& i was shock when th salesman down there actualy lended me 50cents manzxc . & he's quite good-looking . Haha ! :D
But serious , i was damn paiseh . some more i dont even know him . :X
Then after we left th shop , went to get shuting's nuer bag . Then we went back to th dunno what shop again , to return th 50cents .
& bought smth for Shermaine toozxc . (:
& home sweet home .
Reached home , bathed & went out again . Went to mum's shop area there de Ntuc to buy drinks for CNY . (:
Then went to cousin's house to play with my niece . She's damn cute manzxc . & she doesnt want me to go when i was leaving . She cried . ):
Tried to divert her attention to other things & i left . (:

I dunno why im having gastric pain when im not hungry . My stomach recently doesnt feel right . ):
& im still darn tired . ):
I woke up at 6.40am this morning . but lucky i wasnt late . :D

Hoho , i was surprised when i passed my SS test . Hehz :D
Butbutbut , im very dissapointed with my maths test results , even though i passed it . ):
Really dissapointed . ):
Mummy was happy that i have been progressing well , but i still think that i dint do it well enough . ):
Dissapointed with myself . I should spent more time revising now .
Dewei will help me (:

alright , time to go . Byebye (:
Stay tune ~


8:33 PM


Monday, February 8, 2010

Rejuvenated ~

Yes , i know i dint update my dead blog for 3 days . but i was working on friday & th weekeneds .
Mummy's hand was injured & th crowd was very big , so even brother went down to help toozxc :D
Th family spirit :D Hehe !
But ytd , i was feeling very unwell . ): My temper was v.bad . but my cousin tried to make me laugh . & i did laughed ! hahah ! :D
My cousins dote on me alot :D
I wont use th word Pamper , if not that Jianshu will say is th baby use de pampers ._. Ass him . :x
I slept only at 12.30am last night . & i overslept today till 6.40am :X
But i wasn't late for sch :D Almost ~
4 years in huayi , never late before ~ :D Good record lei ~
oh yeah , everyone is thinking that napfa test is tmr , but no lei . Not for th sec4s yet . Sec3 only . Hahah , everyone got scammed :x
Lessons today was all sleepy to me , cause im really very tired . ):
oh yeah ! i thought i would fail my bio test , but to my surprise i passed it :D
Happy ~ :D
So far so good , im progressing well for tests .

Supposed to be going to Jp after sch , but i need rest , so i went home & sleep :D

I feel much more better naozxc ~

2 weeks ago , i keep saying i would arrange my room , but till now still havent tidy it up . :x
I seriously need to clean it up by today . ):

byebye ~


7:29 PM


Thursday, February 4, 2010

Haha , suppose i should be at sch just now , listening to th principal's talk . but im tired & lazy to go back . & some more need to wear uniform . Sian . :/ So didn't go . Hah .

Suppose th video presentation of th valentines sales is today , but we got no time to show th video , so end up , only verbal speech only . ):
But Mrs toh said , next week then show th video . ):
I was running about during th hip-hop thingy . Which means , i didnt really danced today :D Haha !
JunHeng & Sedrean went up th stage to help us present today . Haha , so funny manzxc . :D
Lessons today was normal ~
But Bio lessons today was really very gross . -pukes-
Chem practical today at th lab was very fun . Haha , but still i still haven overcome th fear of th damn damn bunsern burner ):
& mostly everything was did by Shermaine . :x Cause im really scared . D:<

I was very tired today & i dontknow why . ):
Actualy wanted to changed th POA remedial lesson with Ms wong today . But she dont allow . ):
But i enjoyed myself during th remedial & i learnt quite alot of things (:

Im gets evry thirsty easily today , i dunno why . o.o

Oh ya , i noticed smth . Everytime , when it's very near to Cny , many people fall sick , regardless of th age . My family members alot of them are sick & some friends toozxc .
My mum said its because they get's very busy & tends to fall sick easily .
I better takecare of myself ~ :D

Urgh sian , i need to work tmr evening after cca ):
Including saturday & sunday .
Ahh , it will be over after Cny . After Cny i wont be working anymore . Th crowd will be over after Cny . :D
I shall bear with it a lil longer ~

Byebye ~


8:51 PM


Wednesday, February 3, 2010


I like this picture ^^

Let's dance with th pink panther song ~ HEHE ! :D
It's another wednesday without PE . ): Sadded . Napfa test next week . No training at all . & my stamina drop drop drop . ):<
I was looking forward for PE , but still Mr Lim haven come back . ):<
&& yes , im very happy today , Cause i've been doing well with my tests , cept for geog . :/
I passed my chem for th very first time , & i passed POA . I didnt really have high hopes for this Poa test . Because i didnt understand a thing for th depreciation chapter , but never to know , i got full marks for th part on depreciation accounts . Happy daoooooo ~ :D
But alot of mistakes for th accounts in front ):
But still , i find lots of improvements in myself ! But still , not contented . :/
I must work harder to aim for A1s ^^
Went Jp with Shuting . Her sec1s friends followed us . They are damn funny . & one of them was very cute ! HAHAH ! :X
Bought th necklace th cheena girl want for valentines & bought th red camera necklace burger face want , & it was th last piece . Lucky me ! :D
Bought a present for mscheong . (:
Next week going over to get shuting's t-shirt :D Hehe ! :D

Life is so boring nowadays .
Get up , go sch , study , go home , rot & sleep . & th cycle repeats itself everyday non-stop till th day i die ._.
Ah , whatever crap im talking . :x

Im looking forward to CNY ! Yesyesyes ! I want th gambling & th angpohs ! MONEY $_$ Come to meeeeee ! :D Hehz !

Alright , byebye ! (:


8:28 PM


Tuesday, February 2, 2010



Totaly horrible ++ terrible .
Sch today was boring for me . But i paid 100% attention to all of th lessons today . Cept Cme , cause my eyes were feeling very tired . ):
But i didnt sleep in class ! :D Very few alr . Hehe , got improvement lo :D
I went home after sch . Bath-ed & 99-ed to Pioneer area , to buy medicines for my aunt , with my maid's accompany . (:
On th way back home , i fell asleep in th bus . :X
Really tired .
Reached home , 1 hour later , mother called me , ask me go down pharmacy to help her buy medicines ._.
But th pharmarcy was alr closed , so yeah , obviously , i went down for nothing ._.

& i seriously need to go for a diet . Really mustttttttt ):
Im putting on weight for sure . ):
EXERCISE more ! ):

Ms cheong is coming back next week , im getting something for her . At least a farewell present . ): Really will miss her . ):

Jp tmr with that pig face :D Hehe ! :D

Byebye ! :D

Reply of taggs :
Dingliang : LOLS , suresure ! (:
Fabrianne : Lols . I got alot of tiongxim readers . ^^

P/S : I hate it when my friends that i trust tells other people bad things that i said , when in th first place i didnt say anything , & when that particular friend was th one who started everything . Because im a very sensitive person . & i dont trust people easily . So don't make a fool out of my trust to you , or you'll get it . & another thing too , i don't take jokes . (:

Specially for two inhuman morons . (:


8:50 PM


Monday, February 1, 2010

Guilt . ):


I just watched finish th last episode of Hi my sweetheart ! (: Nice ending ! (:
Sch today was tiring for me . During th weekeneds i was at my mum's shop helping out . So i didn't update my blog . (:
& yes , Ms cheong is going to another country to teach . ):
When i heard this news , i was upset . A form teacher for 4 years . She was a good teacher although her lessons may be boring at some times . But she was th one who go thru this 4 years with us . From 1n1, 2n1 , 3n1 & now 4n1 . ): Yet , she's leaving us in th end . ):
So our new english teacher was Mrs Firdous . ):
Sighs ... )':
Cme lessons today was still fine , i didn't feel sleepy during his lessons for th very first time . ^^
After sch , BBT-ed with Xinyi & Junheng . Went back to sch at 2.30pm .
_l_ that new security guard . He saw us running towards th gate & when we reach th gate he was locking th gate , ask him open , he said go th other gate . Fuckzxc him manzxc ! We're alr there , opening th gate again won't kill him right ?
Good thing , he's just there for 1 day . I won't be seeing him tmr :D
Went to th library to get th video for presentation . Spent 2 hours , but didnt complete it .
With Miaosi now . (: Goodlucks to her . :D
hahahhahaah ~ :X

Left sch with Jinyi & Jiamin . Alright , i saw Mr Koh at th traffic light near our sch's backgate. & coincidentally im on th way to th traffic light toozxc . Guess what ? He apologised to me about last week cca meeting . I was veryvery shocked . ):
yes , i agree , i was very mad with him last week , but i dint expect him to return a apology to me . & he said he knew that i was very unhappy . & i told him everything , th truth , saying , in th first place my impression towards him was not very good , & i dont know why , so after last friday , my impression to him became worse . & it makes me hate him more . I didnt really like th way he handled things . But i dontknow how to explain to him when he ask me in what way i dont like it . & he asked me to think about it , & tell him next time . He said if he doesn't get this right , & if i continue to hate him like this , things will be very difficult between me & him in th future .

I was shocked & at th same time guilty . Even though , he may be wrong in some ways , i still felt guilty because it doesn't seems right when your teacher apologise to you , a student . ):
I really felt guilty .
But there's still a lil grudge in me . I need time to forgive & forget . But i think he deserve my apology toozxc . & i'll try to cooperate with him in th future . Like what Jianshu said , he's a new teacher . ):
Im sorry , Mr Koh .
I will apologise to him personally th next meeting . (:

Time to go off ~ Byebye (:

Reply of taggs :
Shasyaa : hahahahah ! :D
Ivy : AHHUA ! Stop stop ! Tskzxc ! :X Damn paiseh okay !
Chloe : You damn BHB lo . Fat pig ._. Heheh , joking joking ! :X
Xinyi : Aligatoooo (: !
Fabrianne : Oh th secret ah ! Hi alvin ! (:
Xinyi : OF course he rocks ! :DDDDDDDD


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