3rd day of nightmare . ): Nightmares been haunting on me recently . Almost every night , how ? ): Lessons today was perfectly fine . Chem test was quite easy :D Shermaine didnt came today . But still fine though . I got a big shock from our VP , Mrs Choy this morning . I was engrossed in reading my book , while th rest of th class was discussing about th class jersey thingy . Then she walked in . ( I dint noticed her ) She came beside me & i got shock ! Then at first i thought she wanna confiscate my book cause i was not listening to th class committee talking .. But she said this : What book is this ? ( look at th front cover ) This is a nice book , i saw it before . ( pat my shoulder ) Good job ! & smiled at me . & lefted . I was a bit blurr blurr ._. After sch , went mama shop for lunch . & cca . & yeah , CCA today was like a total mess . D:< & serious , i was damn fucking pissed off with that fucker . & th thing i really want to do now is to get my cca points & step down as fast as possible . I really can't control myself whenever i saw that cher . My impression of him wasnt really good in th first place alr & after today's meeting , i hate him more ! Im gonna pay him back what he deserve to be treated . (: I won't let this off easily . Good days are still awaiting . (: & i wanna thanks Xinyi for calming me down today . She keep telling me alot of things that calmed me down , when i was veryvery angry . thanks ! (:
I don't know what's affecting me now . When i reached home , things weren't going right for me . I don't know whether im just feeling tired or angry . & i was drenched in th rain today . I got too much feelings in me now . & i dont know which is which . I felt very pressurized . I get myself engrossed in my musics & books when i reached home . I bury my sorrow with th music playing . Can someone tell me what's wrong with me ? Things recently really was very bad for me . & i cant sleep well at night with nightmares haunting me . ):