Its another awful day today . Woke up and my ulcer under my tougue hurts even more . & im sick . Dint wish to talk much . In sch , kinnda moody . As you guys can expect its still th same thing . Yeah , its hard to get over him . But im trying already . & me and him are still friends . (: Im starting to face th truth now . I have a talk with Adeline , its been so long we have sucha long talk . We shared out our probelms . Both of us feel like crying too . Then she tell me : Don't cry . Omg , my results really sucks ! My overall failed ! But it say i passed ? idk . But its th first time i fail my overall marks ! i got 287/700 . L1B2 : 12 I failed 3 subjects and passed 3 subjects . I got a bad scolding from my whole family , isnt that like ... ? I really don understand , why can't they just give me some moral support instead of scolding and scolding . Do they even understand how i feel ? Hais . ): Like i once said , bad problems always come together . I don't know how to face th reality now . I somehow really feel like giving up . Oh yeah , i remember telling bestie today about death . then i spouted rubbish saying : Die is th best , dun have to worry so much about anything anymore!